Where did you go? It was so clear to me a second ago.
Now you are fading like a dream, was something in me unappealing?
Did my sense of decore offend or appall you? Most of it is in transition.
I must defend the cracks in the ceiling. I was going to fix them,
but the view of the stars prolonged my procrastination.
I must confess you haven’t caught me at my best,
In fact I feel a bit undressed. A bit revealed and what I see isn’t appealing to me.
How can I hope for it to appeal to higher thoughts like you…
No wonder you only surfaced briefly, I wouldn’t want to be caught up in me.
I wish I could break free of this current condition.
I would do anything to see myself more clearly.
Suddenly, the perspective is shifting. No longer drifting.
A deep blue rushed in to soothe my broken dreams.
Cheering me on to bigger scenes. They didn’t suit you, little tree.
You’re much bigger than those seams will allow you to be.
You can be everything, don’t you see?
What you perceive as weak is simply weary.
And exhausted is right where I needed you to be.
You’ve been wrestling to the death with me…
and don’t tend to ask for anything if you aren’t in desperate need.
This could be easy, breezy, and beautiful to see. Like you, and Life, dancing.
Now, be strengthened my little being, quit struggling.
Get back on your feet and start digging deep.
Ask big and expect to receive beyond belief.
Let them keep laughing while you spin dreams into reality.
Participating naturally in modern-day alchemy.
A spiritual being, hacking its own system and reprogramming.
Seems pretty badass to me… a superhero I spun up in an infinite dream.
What will you do with the superpowers we’ve been cultivating?
That was the moment my meditation spit me back into the music I was listening through.
Funny how every deep dive does its own thing, as soon as I close my eyes.
I see what I need, not what I want, and yet, I never leave wanting a thing.