When you see something meaningful
the last thing to be done is to speak about it
in my mind, I rest, marinating in it. Letting my heartstrings bask in buoyant wellspring. Saltwater hot tubs, bubble baths, renewed energy. Calling each, piece by piece reclaiming my territory. Candlelight dances me through the veil thinning, to form strings, curves, and streams. Golden glue to tend to the cracks between. Strength returned to me. No need to speak until the words come easy. Contemplating pictures and scenes a useful way to spend time in passing. Sensations and dreams rise to meet me where I am, baffled and yet not surprised, humble yet shining….
Anytime I speak before I listen to all side included. I lose. And so, lead me to not let my mouth loose before I properly form the scene to suit all parties. All I find when I do this is changed scenes and delusion… watered down potency taken from context to feed some bias rising to claim space in me, one experience has many views, many whys’ and how toos, each sacred and sent for reasons beyond all but specific to each.
Strange thing. This dance we are dancing, without even knowing, mostly… I release any intense feeling that rises in me, count down with me. 3. 2. 1. Ready?.. Set, get going. Rest and be as needed, but don’t go defining what is going to be with or without me. Only, it can’t be but for me, from my view of the mountain same as every body. Best outcomes to each as they find openings and gaps to fill between. Let them see themselves as they wish to be seen by every body externally, and sow inside seeds that produce fruit into all they see. Help them become more of what they desire, please, until they desire whatever life might put them on.
For further viewing instead of a nasty explosion, or slow erosion. No need for implosion, let the storm dance free, rain falling from my eyes as the moisture pours from me. purging clouds bone deep. Cleared clouds, a return to clarity. No reason to keep noise pollution in my head. This piece can leave in the form of steam, in its place, further peace I collect the light in this moment and bask in the gifts life sends endlessly.