So many uncomfortable things weighing in on the human experience presently,
devouring time on our eclectic dime, an epic parasite it might seem.
A devil disguised as everything I’ve always thought I wanted, an eccentric mirage of a stolen dream.
But then when rest finds me, I find myself relishing the difficulties as much as the victories,
I’m realizing the potential I’ve reached through each and it’s humbling and exciting to me.
I’ve earned every inch of this…
and yet it came freely to me.
A gift for simply being.
Seeking the true seeds,
hidden within me
The internal and external pain and discomfort, nothing more than a passing reminder.
A growing pain from where I have been as I pass through and into the new thing.
The aches remind me of the wrestling accomplished within me and my surroundings.
Now, is the time for stretching, lengthening, broadening, and saturating myself in the best of these.
When I follow through with my intuitions, out of a desire to be of service, the universe is of service to me.
When my aim is to please the spirit within me, I find I’m never posed to destroy an enemy.
The space between is a peace surpassing everything, the impact point is infinitely different.
Many key decisions I’ve come through were a result of squeezing into the discomfort.
Bearing down and saying or doing whatever thing I would rather not do,
but seeing the outcome possible should I choose to, and following through.
building energy in each environment presented to me,
until I realize finally I can’t stay put and wonder forever,
or for even a moment more without combusting.
I’d rather wander with the aim to become more myself with each day provided to me.
I’m ignited into action, all stagnant energy is translated into fuel for creative combustion…
With fear abandoned by submission and internal reflection, I’m led to take action despite the warning signs indicating I might be entering uncharted territory. That is what begins to excite me, it’s my duty to pursue what tugs at me because life will allow me to see more clearly through the point of view shifting beneath me.
Ultimately, I receive or overcome everything life sends me…
if not, I fall and I get up and rush back into life as soon as I am able to get to my feet.