I’m learning to reframe life events. There are endless ways to see everything approaching, what view am choosing to see from. Am I a victim. A villain. An angel. A healer. A friend. An enemy? I mean those are just the easy reaches. I am what I am, and from my view I’ve been all the archetypes I’ve ever been introduced to. The degree may vary, but each offers a view of traits and characters growing and building in line with those in me, everything in harmony, even those not in key. Because of where I’ve been, maybe, maybe what I’ve seen… But in any case what comes to me, in terms of energy, can only be because it is somehow drawn, pulled, sent to me.
Morbid fascination, morbidity brings. Joy sown, joy brings. “To he who has, more shall come”. Shaming another will bring reasons of my own in for shaming. “Uplift another, uplifting brings double to he who gives more comes.” Hating another will draw in knives from all sides. “to hate is to kill” “To love is to give life, water or sunlight to a thirsty tree”. Truth to me. Evil and heavenly eyes, a real thing all in the intention and energy invested in projecting. Just know, the mirror obediently does the same thing, the blueprint in the thoughts we entertain deeply, then comes the rendering.
Not to get back or even but to fulfill the law in the realm we’ve been given. It alone doesn’t discriminate. The closer one gets to the root, the more they understand to shift into gratitude and receptivity, only entertaining and imagining what is exciting to the spirit inside each. Know, what you give, you will get… take advantage, cross someone else’s lines, life will take it as you saying, yes please, this behavior is fine for others, so it’s fine for me, suddenly find your surrounded in similar mentalities, fighting and fending for scraps of interest from each others tables.
Sympatico with the energy I’m carrying. If I feel victimized, perpetrators will unwittingly see a target on me. If I feel bullied, reasons to become the bully or be bullied will find me. Why? What is the purpose of this state? How am I becoming a member in this stages cast. Nothing happens without reason, and there is no such thing as a coincidence. If you live by this sword, nothing can kill you. There is no such thing as external limits. I let this be the lens framing life for me. Let everything I see be a love note from the line I came in connected through.
In my journey, at least… I am the apple of my stories eye. When I try to give the reins to some external team, system, authority… all hell breaks looks in me, as 40 trillion plus residents are upheaved and relieved of their peace, sent to scatter and metastasize into full-blown dis-ease. We are each the man characters in our story, a story shared between all of us, meant to interwieve and produce a beautiful context for the shared experience. I will treat others as I want to be treated… not as they treat me, let the difference between fuel us each in our own directions. Send me skyrocketing into fields that recharge and nurture growth and peace in me. No matter the nuance surrounding me, I see the silverline strumming inside me. send me each moment with a kiss of love and joy I feel in mind, spirit, and body, the three strand cord not easily broken when properly tuned.