Testing my own limits dives me deeper into this mentality.
A way of being extending from the thoughts coursing through me,
this space is timeless and suspended eternally,
A space where anything limiting suddenly seems silly.
The thought strummed a beat on repeat
while I was running through the trees.
It started growing from somewhere underneath,
the sensation bubbling has me out here seeking sanctuary…
inside such a beautiful space, these Lofty Pines, and ancient oak trees,
are always listening, quietly calming the restless nature in me.
Consuming my mind in their visual beauty while I’m hustling.
How could I not feel more at peace as the sun sneaks,
a peek through the canopy to run alongside me?
The question sends me smiling,
soaring over the gravel beneath.
… if I can think something and feel something toward it,
I’m chemically attuning myself to what I’m seeing internally.
The insight widened my eyes, I’m breathing more rapidly,
as it’s continuing to ignite life deep into me.
In secret, manifesting it into being, a new piece of my reality,
which makes me pickier, honestly.
Now I only think of what appeals to me.
Don’t want oil and water coexisting fragmented within me.
Wanna be completely one thing, that is I want to be all of me,
according to the blueprint instituted above and beyond my comprehending.
I’m meant to be observant over the company I keep regularly,
internal and external to me, and the effect each,
who is this component regularly bringing out in me?
What do I bring out in each… ?
Interesting, we really all are just mirroring.
So am I enabling, disabling, or creating a liability?
Or am I nurturing, relieving, and energizing naturally,
while being offered the same thing…
I am at the root of my outcomes at the end of the day.
Interesting…
In a sense, then, I am drawing what comes to me…
My feet repeat their rhythmic beating,
keeping in step with my rapid heartbeat.
I can become something that draws what I intend and desire into me.
thump. thump. thump.
Like bait on the end of my intentions hook…
The thought. The run. The music. The scenery,
creating a cocktail of ecstasy within me,
I slow my stride until I am walking.
Basking in the feeling bubbling up in me.
I stop for a little reflection and bring my hands to rest on my knees,
breathing deep and wiping the sweat, from my forehead to the material beneath.
Like clockwork, the directives from within begin to flow through me. Circulating.
I am open to receiving the potential outcomes extending from all the dreams I’ve ever dreamed.
I am open to becoming the version of me that is capable of containing me most wonderfully.
I am open to being joyful, amazed, and in a constant state of wonder and play,
with all forms of life surrounding me.
I am open to being fully alive and finding humor in everything.
Nothing is allowed to get in the way of my enjoying every bite of Life.
I consume every bit of luxury, peace, Love,
laughter, and healing that Life has planned for me today.
The affirmations poured from me so easily.
They stuck to my walls like fresh paint,
Drying more firmly into a beautiful scene,
sinking in more deeply with each breath,
air entering me, bringing scents of fall and forest pine trees.
Healing my general anatomy, speaking peace within my sanctuary.
I breathe and heavy more gently, allowing the process to catch up with my feet.
I glance around, appreciating the lofty kings and queens,
ancient sentinels towering above my eyes reach.
Their canopies touching, but only barely,
on either side of me, reminding me suddenly, that though they look separate over the surface, they are intertwined beneath. creating a unified entity.
If the trees have eyes, it’s no wonder old stories speak
of forests and trees whispering secrets over the wind between.
And still, these feel as though they’ve befriended me,
I feel at home within them as they bow to fill my being, joyfully.
I expire the offering they gift me with one of my own…
exhaling my burdens and dreams…
Agreeing not to carry these with me anymore.
I picture the dark cloud blowing over the breeze drifting in.
Then I picked up my feet to begin again, gradually building speed,
leaving the thoughts I’d been thinking in the leaves behind me.
Little potentials, pockets of energy, little asks with expected returns baby.
Like SOS messages in a bottle for Life to confirm in me.
This leads to unimaginable outcomes, I believe.
But… don’t take it from me, test your limitations and see,
Then, come back and compare notes, please.
’cause I can’t do the climb for anyone but me…
How freeing to understand this completely.
I’m curious to see the universal nature in action.
Honestly, I believe internal honesty,
is key to achieving anything…
The rest of the expression seems to flow in behind this naturally,
Filtering undesirable ways of being until saying what you mean is no longer necessary.
Because what you hold speaks for itself, daily,
and you no longer feel the need to explain yourself to anybody.