Step after step. Right and then left.
A left, a left, and then a right again.
A moment of bliss before diving back in.
What was once salty and empowered,
now bland, the memory has expired and soured.
A numb return while stagnancy flowered,
a stale scent radiating from what has been.
And then, back to the climb, another dime,
another dollar for the time spent.
The cutting of ties, and sublime dismissal,
ideals left undone by the bundle.
Phantoms of what may become someday.
Left untangling strings between all these things.
Until my nucleus is screaming a fair warning.
Signs and symptoms manifesting to remind me,
I am what I eat… on every level within and surrounding.
Until I’m letting go and burning away everything…
Trusting what’s worthy of staying to withstand the heat.
Glimmers of what may be smoke in the wind.
bit’s and pieces of shattered realities fly away from me.
Writing S.O.S in ashes only to be blown away by a breeze,
I’m learning, now I send my messages with a kiss and a sneeze,
knowing Life Itself will get the note, it wrote through me.
I let it all go, let it be what it may be to its fullest extent
I allow an abundance of love, life, laughter,
and peace to be embodied through me.