Lost in the ethers. I’m whisper screaming in my sanctuary. And yet, not one big little ask, manifests.
Not a dragon. Not a lost twin. Not fire from within. No revenge… no vengeance.
No, silly human being, vengeance is only biding its time.
Deep down, this rings funny and true to me, the magical combo.
Life’s calling card to me. I know if I can think of all these things…
An architect far above me concocting with clarity. Nodding with me.
You’re right… it is missing a little something. Before tossing me into the pot.
Waiting for me to align things, so I don’t turn into a monstrosity when the fruit is squeezed.
A cackling gremlin at the void’s defeat, as I watch it go down under my feet.
Life must have wanted me, so focused on the little things, the backswing wouldn’t go to my head.
Tears fall to the riches of kings staring back at me boldly, ready to be received…
Suddenly, there’s no room for what plagued me. I’m wishing each godspeed and release.
As I’m refilled with substances stolen from me, until I’m resting on solid ground beneath.
And rising, I reach into the sky above me, palms up and ready, absorbing energy freely.
Something at the other end catches every single moment I send into the deep. I feel it connecting.
Quietly recharging me like a universal outlet encoded within me. Feels like I’m cheating.
When I yawn awake and open my eyes; smiling, feeling more myself, and in tune with Life’s melody.
In harmony with the power and beauty unleashed in the sky above and the ground beneath me.
I’m not asking for anything’s defeat, I’m only asking for my own rising.
I’m not so much asking as announcing really. Can you really take what was yours, to begin with?
I’m digressing, I guess I’m just ready. Manifesting the biggest, with intimacy, and I’m asking.
Friendship and unity, fuse me to the Peace at rest above me, pulling the strings I’m following.
Bring to life my lifelong dream. Breathe infinite goodness into each moment We’re sharing.
Down to the silliest detail. Stun me with the truth. Until it’s outpouring. Open my internal eyes.
Reveal the paradoxical nature I sense within and outside of me.
The theatrical vastness and divine intimacy of everything… I’m ready, unseal me.
