Oh, but I doubt it though. See my superficial lovely,
there was a bitterness in the kiss you left me.
This is me separating, imparting the kiss of death back to the entity
extending behind thee breathing it into and through ye.
Untether you from me. Become separate from all forms of being,
Let the wearer see you in all your glory, become with clarity.
I set myself free to be the beauty beneath the beast.
Extending this blessing to each connected to me.
Whether or not they hear me. Make it a real thing.
I am screaming like an eagle MAKE US FREE INTERNALLY!
Casting my cares into the well inside of me. Rise up! Rise up in me!
No more of this rotten stuff. Drown out the enemies talking.
So this is it. My final witness.
I detest everything I’ve tasted from this puke ship. I jump off of it.
I let my wings lift me above the sea tossing beneath. No more walking, no treading, I’m flying the coop.
Tried to help and they threatened to stone me.
Tried to save them from drowning and they threatened to drown me.
Held up my hand for someone to stand between the accuser and me and came up empty.
Labeled a drain on society when underneath is an authentic queen in a made-up world of wanna-be’s,
yet the first would be seen as a fraud in the eyes of this place.
So I toss back its rags and walk naked and free to be.
It can’t clothe me properly. Standing naked boldly in the gutters surrounding.
The trees stand guard and witness me, crying tears that threatened to choke me.
Letting them break free. Letting the salt and water dive into the dirt and sand beneath my bruised hands. So done boxing, this shadow in me has every right to be angry. The angel is nodding Amen.
If these two pieces within me can come into unity and agree,
we are being led by things not playing by rules above all of we…
I call down the aftermath and let it land on the faces behind the masks.
Let them be plagued until they are forced to tear them away;
To reveal the shade they’ve been playing us all through… Amen.
I leave this to you. I breathe easy knowing the string I’m tugging leads to Infinity.
I know you hear me or I wouldn’t e breathing. I’m asking and cashing in all my IOUs,
not that you owe me anything but I’m asking that the view you gave me stand for something.
If I can help any of the lost stars like me, wandering, searching for a place to become, safely…
Little seed, I blow a kiss to you, a sister lost in the sands of time.
Recycling until this version of me came to compete,
to complete peacefully what titans before me helped to conceive.
A million little stories leading to this moment in time,
the gods are rising, the dragon is posed for reentry… the sky above is dancing,
the earth beneath is trembling… Has me wondering… is it growing pains or a new birth rising?
Give me strength this day to eat and play in your way.
My beloved come live through me, with me, be the dance partner we each crave.
Be the brothers, the sisters, the mothers, the fathers, we’ve lost, these lessons they come at a cost…
And all I can say is thank you because here I am in the unified darkest night,
with this beautiful etherial string for light, and an army of ancestry, guides,
and angelic beings standing behind me…
I dare anything to interrupt those awakening from dancing…