To Infinity…
between YOU and me,
I want to experience a little bit of everything
beginning with the galaxies YOU placed in me.
Explain them to me, in YOUR way, please.
Thank you for hearing my plea.
While YOU’RE at it can you help me understand
The meaning of everything?
The Why’s and their counterparts?
Starting with the pesky ‘What ifs…’
Like, what if I’d called? Could it have been different?
What if I’d followed the gut instincts
screaming the truth through me
Something is happening, something is… off.
Do something at all costs… but I didn’t and it equals loss…
Indecisions cut me deeply…
been deceiving me since the beginning
Now I want to rinse it off.
So… I’m listening.
I’m listening closely…
Only to find more questions
coursing through me…
Like, what if I’d said just the right thing?
What if I’d done everything correctly?
what then…?
Well, for starters,
I wouldn’t be writing this thing.
Two, maybe my hands would have been tied absolutely.
Or maybe they would have been cut off completely…
With options like these, I only feel gratitude
toward the outcome YOU offered me.
But I have to ask for the sake of my peace of mind,
How could someone so good
have a turnout so different.
If I would have executed my end perfectly?
Could the finite judgment have been lifted
from such a worthy neck he was closer
to perfect than I’ll ever be left to my own devices.
Please devise me, recalibrate the purpose within me.
Or would an intervention have ended
in a lifetime of being fed on by a futile industry…
Either way, this is where we’ve ended up,
at war, odds are against me
and the world stabbing in at my back,
… what the heck.
YOU got a reputation for taking Old Things
and making them something brand new.
I have a taste for that flavor of living too.
Live through everything I do, take my poor traits
I want to know what YOU can do.
all good things come to completion.
I guess I need to understand
how to move on in the name of two
They took something given to me through blood
I’m rising up on the warm wind blowing through
curing the glue while I rest in YOU.
Their mistake it’s true…
I forgive, I choose to live.
I want to spend my life giving it.
I turn the injustice over to YOU.
Deal with the enemy swiftly.
Be Majestic… Be Magnificant.
I still believe everything YOU’VE whispered through me.
I’m just reflecting and it’s looking a little bleak.
Where I’ve been isn’t what I seek.
The darkness dug in its teeth but its colorlessness
didn’t suit the life YOU placed in me.
Speak simply into me,
Dance through me
Be all around me,
Speak through me,
and to me, yeah.
I need YOUR conviction
convict me, unbind me
show me this was the best thing.
Un-blind and render my Brightside boldly.
Spread infinite hues between YOU and me.
Whatever we do, don’t let my hand be forced into folding
If I’m bending it’s under the impression of My Everything.
Defend me while I move inline with YOU.
Thank you for being my Silver Lining <3
Forever and Always,
YOURS.