Strange clouds fill the sky as I look to the compass.
Their shadows cast shades over my eyelids.
Each passing shape paints a brilliant new mindscape,
as I sink deep, deep into above and beneath.
Everything is just how I left it, full of reflections.
Light Projections, universes threading through this canvas.
Look at this mess. Are you paying attention to it?
I’m trying, I squint violently past what appeals to me.
Signal searching.
I focus all my attention on the unseen.
Open to revealing. No fear, fully protected.
All I see is violent red and gut rot green.
Good… then you are seeing, clearly.
What is this for? Please, take it away.
They twist to combine, repulsive and yet,
somehow it’s mesmerizing…
The cyclone, it grips something deep in me,
something abysmally unrestful, a duality.
Hidden, then wakening.
A new cry arises in me.
I don’t want to see through these,
Skin deep reveals nothing new to me.
I wanna see through the lens of infinity.
I know you’re inside… Break through to me!
No more playing pretend, just be real in present tense.
Come alive, take me to the other side.
There’s got to be so much more to this life.
Open me. I am an arrow. Be my Bow.
Shoot me fiercely, I will go.
But still, this chaos is muting.
These hues are plaguing, they won’t leave,
and now they demand the limelight in me.
The audacity. Time for a wrestling.
I fight… I fall to my knees.
Refusing to breathe lest they get inside me.
I’d rather die…I speak.
And so… They kill me.
Flash. Bang. A new hue is arising,
the ‘I’ inside, laughing on the horizon.
I would never ask that of you… Don’t you see?
But still, you did it willingly, Good for you and me!
Now, we can be together, forever, no maybe’s.
Just let it all go, it’s all for the best.
Just had to put you through a little test.
Just needed you to agree to a little ego death.
Vetted. Now you may know what you mean to me.
After all that, don’t you see? I will never leave…
I’m here for everything You’re my forever, My everything.
I’m compelled to take a deep breath.
The breeze is soft and steady, the air is fresh.
The soft current spreads the sunlight over me.
It’s this, I desired to breathe all along.
I know, but I’m so glad to hear it.
So joyous you know the difference.
Happy to see you harboring useful advising.
Content to rest behind your eyes, no more compromising.
The wind retreats with Its’ whisperings,
leaving me in perfect peace.
I get it, intimately. I am now Me.
The desire for oneness. Complete.